Thank you so much for sharing, it sounds like you have had more than you share of "life challenges" but it sounds like you are a strong person and I truly believe that one day you will have your "Things Forever Changing" shop.
Please continue to visit the website and the forum, we will do our best to help you learn and I look forward to memories that you have to share.
Hang in there. I hope that one day you are in the KC metro area and we can meet.
Hugs to you,